idk wat i should do

do i want to move or not. i mean i want to move to jims but idk if i want to move schools. i cant stand being at school and not being able to tlk to travis. it bugs me. and i love monica for putting me out of my missery and saying no. i was so scared for a while. but now im afraid bout emily. i feel so upset. i hate kyle for hurting maria again!!!! i told her it wasnt a good idea. people should really listen to me more. okay i dont giv the best advice but usually wen i do giv advice i tend to b right. i miss travis. i miss his hugs. i miss knowing that he was mine. homecoming week was the best week of my life until actual homecoming day!!!!!!!! i was so devistated when he broke up with me. im still recovering. :[